for the first time .aku nginep dirumah sakit demi cowokku .hhu .
benar"amazing aku sekarang ada disini .secara aku paling ga suka sama rumah sakit .aku kasian .ga tega liat dia kayak gini .apalagi skrang aku cmn bisa duduk disebelahnya .ngeliatin dia yang lg tidur .pake selang oksigen .huft .
sepiii .krik .krik .
tapi gimana lagi .kalo aku ga disini .dia ga ada yang jagain .papanya kerja .mamanya ngurusin kedua adeknya yang masih kecil .
aku pengen dia cepet sembuh .bisa jalan"lagi .ngemall tiaphari .nonton .nongkrong .but ,besok kalopun dia udah sembuh pasti ga bakal bisa kayak dulu lagi .
ga ada pulang malem .kalo kulia dia full .mungkin bisa"aku ga ktemu dia :(
tp gapapa deh .yang penting dia sembuh .
aku bener"ga tega liat dia klamaan kayak gini .tiap hari harus minum obat .disuntik .sedot cairan yang ada diparuparunya .pake selang oksigen .hoaa .aku ga bisa bayangin giimana rasanya .
huft .cepet sembuh ya sayaang .aku kangen jalan-jalan sama kamu .
love u .muach .
Kamis, 10 Juni 2010
Jumat, 04 Juni 2010
+44 - When Your Heart Stop Beating
Turn it up I never wanna go home
I only wanna be part of your breakdown
She got caught by the four on the floor
I picked her up
And she'll never get let down
And now I can't stop
Thinking about it
All YOU people at the top
Don't know nothing about it
We don't give a fuck what the price is
So just leave us to our own devices
And we'll leave you alone
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
She says it all without a thought in her head
She says it all as she's pressed up against me
A little something just to take off the edge
A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when your last breath's taken away
In the dark when there's no one listening
In the times when we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
When we both get carried away
(I'll be there when your heart stops beating)
When we both get carried away
(In the dark when there's no one listening)
When we both get carried away
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Dedicated for me .
from my friend, Andris
yeah .i like this song .thanks :*
the other
udah lama ga posting blog .
benernya banyak banget yang pengen aku curhatin .ga sempet .ga ada waktu .
coz it's my private blog .so, aku ga bisa sembarangan posting dimana aja dengan siapa aja .huft .
but, it's my way. i don't wanna everyone knows this blog .
still confused what i'm feeling now .
i love him so much .but, i found the other guy .
cobaan ato emang udah jalannya yg kayak gini ya ?.
hmm. still dunno .
let's see .let it flow .
04 June 2010
happy birthday buat yang sekarang lagi ulang tahun .
pengen banget rasanya ngucapin langsung .tapi ga bisa .
sekarang udah ga kayak dulu lagi .
mau komunikasi aja susah .
hope u get ur best life ever .
be a better person than last .
actually, i hope everything the best for you .
miss u .
happy 22nd birthday, my last :)