depresi

it's complicated .
semuanya ga karu-karuan .
pikiran pecah kemana-mana .
Patrick, Andris, orangtua, dan yg paling hot "Tugas Akhir"

yeah . i wanna die -_________-

Love Song - 311

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Dear God ...

In your majesty, You create differences .
In my arrogance, i question Your wisdom .
In Your mistery, You create temptation .
In my inferiority, You make me more than i am .
So here i am .
Surrender me in the agony of Your love .
Surrender me in the irony of Your law .
Lead me to the joy of love redivined .
Teach me how to Love You More .

On Job Training - Jakarta

benernya udah lumayan lama aku di jakarta .sekitar 2 mingguan disini .tp maaf baru sempet posting .hhe .

awal perjalanan kesini rasanya seneng banget bisa ke jakarta .
apalagi aku kerja praktek ini di stasiun tv yang paling populer saat ini .
yeah .TRANS TV .
punya angan juga sih bisa kerja disini .

tapi pas udah nyampe sini ternyata semuanya ga seindah dengan apa yang aku bayangin sebelumnya .
aku ga diterima sepenuhnya oleh jakarta .
kerja praktek harusnya di bagian produksi .
ternyata aku ditempatkan dibagian transmisi .
sampe situ aku langsung kecewa .

dan ternyata lagi bkn cuman salah penempatan aja .
pas diselidikin sama pihak trans tv-nya nyatanya proposal KP dariku ga ada di trans tv .
aku makin putus asa rasanya ada disini .
tiap hari ngantor ga ada yang dikerjain .
paling dateng cuman duduk .nonton tv .ngantuk .makan .pulang .hash --"

kalo dipikir-pikir sih mungkin aku kena karma gara gara semester sebelumnya ga pernah perhatiin kuliah tentang transmisi ini .
hmm .
ga tau deh aku besok jadi apa .

semoga bisa jadi orang bermanfaat bagi semuanya .
amiiiin .

B.o.B ft Eminem & Hayley Williams – Airplanes Pt. 2 (Full Song)

B.o.B. featuring Eminem & Hayley Williams – Airplanes Part 2 by Hypetrak

[Chorus - Hayley Williams]
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now

[Bridge]
Dreaming.
(oh oh oh oh)
Of falling (mmm mmm mmm mmm)
Dreaming (ooh oh oh oh)

[B.o.B - Verse 1]
(ya) Lets pretend like it’s 98
like i’m eating lunch off of styrofoam trays
trying to be the next rapper comin out the A (A-town)
Hoping for a record deal to ignore my pain (ya)
now lets pretend like i’m on the stage
and when my beat drops everybody goes insane (woo)
okay
and everybody know my name and everywhere I go people wanna hear me sing (oh)
oh yeah and I just dropped my new album on the first week I did Five-Hundred Thousand
gold in the spring and diamond in the fall and then a world tour just to top it all off
and lets pretend like they called me the greatest selling out arenas with big ass stages
and everybody loved me and no-one ever hated
lets try to use imagination

[Chorus]

[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Okay lets pretend like this never happened (never)
like I never had dreams of being a rapper (rapper)
like I didn’t write raps up in all of my classes
like I never used to run away into the blackness
now lets pretend like it was all good (good) like i didn’t live staring in a notebook (notebook)
like I did the things that i probably knew i should (should)
but Ii aint have neighbours thats why they call it hood (hood yeah)
now lets pretend like i aint got a name before they ever call me BOB aka Bobby ray
i’m talking back before the mixtapes (yeah) before the videos and the deals and the fame
before the ever once compared me to Andre before i ever got on Myspace
before they ever noticed my face so lets just pretend and make wishes out of airplanes

[Chorus]

[Bridge II]
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone) and just memories
(oh oh)
and it seems like yesterday it was just a dream
but those days are gone (gone gone)

[Eminem]
allright lets pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a pen
lets pretend things would have been no different
pretend he procrastinated had no motivation
pretend he just made excuses that were so paper thin they could blow away with the wind
marshall you’re never gonna make it makes no sense to play the game there ain’t no way that you’ll win
pretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friends
pretend he even had a friend to say was his friend
and it wasn’t time to move and schools were changing again
he wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kid
he had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as sh-t
and he never dreamed he could rip stadiums and just lazy as sh-t
f-ck a talent show in a gymnasium bitch you won’t amount to sh-t quit daydreaming kid
you need to get your cranium checked you thinking like an alien it just ain’t realistic
now pretend they ain’t just make him angry with this sh-t and there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed it
and his alarm went off to wake him off but he didn’t make it to the rap Olympics slept through his plane and he missed it
he’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailey and Laney these food stamps and this WIC sh-t
cuz he never risked shit he hopes and he wished it but it didn’t fall in his lap so he ain’t even here
he pretends that…

[Hayley Williams]
Airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now

Uh hmm oh oh oh ooo
Uhu mm aalalalaa
[End]

Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Sean Paul .Lil John

Hey! Jay Sean
Yeah! Sean Paul
Lil Jon!
This one right here is for all the ladies
Ladies who want to take it back
(i don't know what Sean Paul said)
Holler at them Jay

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies!)

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run ...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Dont change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Oh)
Let's bring it back

3 hati 1 cinta (sequel)

yeah .lanjut dari posting sebelumnya yaa .
kapan hari aku nge-post tentang love life my hamster .hha .
tersisa empat anak dan satu ibu tiri .

abis aku nge-post, kalo ga salah besoknya anaknya mati lagi .
jadi anaknya tinggal tiga .

nah .abis anaknya tinggal tiga .mati lagi .
jadi tinggal dua .

tadi pagi, kisah paling tragis .
akhirnya si ibu tiri, KWEK, mati pas mau ngelahirin .dia pendarahan .
dan tersisa kedua anak tirinya ternyata ikut mati juga .
hiks .sungguh keluarga yang malang .

semoga amal kebaikan kalian semua diterima di sisiNya.

THE END .
R.I.P